Ever since the day i got hooked up by my bby, I couldnt resist her. I want her to be by my side and in return i would like to be with her all the time. Recently she was super down which makes me very uneassy also. I don't want to see her drifted away by the stormy sea while im standing at the cliff looking at her getting drifted away. If i really in love with her i will eventually jump down and save her from getting drowned. I really want to be with her.
I want to bring her old bby back. (But somehow I've Failed) Failure in love. I want to see her happy again and smile like she always used to be. I enjoyed seeing her most happy type of feelings during online and some outings. I really feel sorry for all the things that have happen to her recently. I wonder this things should not have happened to her. She should be living happily and smile at the world. She doesnt really deserve any hatred by people or any other insults or any other criticise. Each day i make her feeling getting bored of me. I msg her regularly if possible. but could'nt see the old bby i used to have.
Bby if you are reading this post, this is how i feel for quite some time le. I really hope nothing in this world could stop us. Hope that when school reopens i would like to see the old you. Be happy. Smile and the world smiles back at you.

Each day our love fades away. But i was trying hard day and night to thicken the colour of our love.

Just want to tell you that i really loved you. You are my 1st, and hope that it will never be the last. <3