Back everyone.
I guess so.
Basically i wasnt like myself for the past few days. After my work in Comex working with Canon as a Sales Promoter, how i wished i could work for them again. They are very helpfull and thaughtful for me. After work on Sunday which is the last day. I did'nt know why my dar was angry with me. All i did was work. I would not like to slack at home doing nothing. Plus i work for a reason. Pay my phone bills and on top of that my coming semestral 2 School fees. Cost arround $430. I couldnt accept the fact that i neglect my dar for 3 days. But then again a man got to do what a man have to do. basically it all boils down to Relationship/family is piority number one, followed by jobs/schooling then finally friends. But i wasnt there for her. T.T. Dammit how can i wish i would repay her and apologise sincerely.
On the following day which was monday. I decided to meet my dar as i was hungry to see her. This time she wants Twillight by Stephanie Meyer badly. But then she wasnt able to go out. Then an idea for me was to go meet her after i bought the book for her. I then walked out from home and it started raining heavily. I brought out an unbrella and decided to walk to mrt. By the time i reached mrt i was half drenched. Then off i went to Orchard. As i was walking to Sony Ericsson i saw Famous Amos. I then decided to go buy my Stlus Pen for my PDA first. Bloody Hell one stylus cost me $5.30. _|_. Then after which i went to look for cookies for my dar at Famous Amos. It cost around $2.10 for a big one but i didnt buy it as i have limited money after buying the book. Then i went down to Yoshinoya. I saw the price and decided to walk out as it cost $5++ for 1 meal. Whereas i have only $6++. Then i decided to go foodcourt. Bought Pineapple rice. Cost around $4 so i left $2++. I sacrifice my drinks and off i went to buy her a cookie. I was intending to give it to her with my handmade card to wish her Happy 2nd mth aniversory. Then after which i went off to meet my dar to pass her everything. So she decided to meet at Serangoon near her house bookshop. Somehow i lost my handmade card when i was on my way to meet her. I was so sad. Totally no hope type of feeling. I gave her the cookie with a toally no expression. I was so demoralise on that day. I walked in the rain, sacrifice what is right. And in the end my overall objective for the day was totally ruined. I walked back to the mrt and i sat down with my totally useless PDA with no battery. I want to talk to her badly but i couldnt as it was totally dead. sigh. On the 3rd day which is Tuesday. I went out with Jing Rui. We was too bored staying at home. Then i decided to go out with him to catch a show. I told Jing Rui that would he help me find a map in Maple and guard the map before i come online. He agreed. Nothing much on Tuesday. On Wednesday morning. I fail to turn up in maple early. I was in Ludi and i needed to finish up a quest before meeting Jing Rui. He was waitning for me for so long. Then after which he was damm angry with me. He waited for so long. I'm so sorry for him. I make him wait, make him guard map til people raided his map. Damm another mistake i did for this week. He refused to talk to me. Sigh. Then on Wednesday, which is today. Well i got up and decided to applogise through the phone to Jing Rui. I felt so sorry that i make him wait. Sigh. Then after that Dar's frens cames into maple. She went on to play with her. So i decided to join in. After which i got to go to my office to collect my pay. And pay up my bills. As i was there the boss say the bank has closed. So again i went back home without a penny. I missed my dar. I want to let her know that i love her and miss her every single day when im not with her. I just one her. Although her mum doesnt allow her to use the phone, i just felt uneasy when i cant talk to her. Another big SIGH!!!. Well i have been thinking too much.

I love you, even if my legs are chopped off, by all means i will crawl with my elbows to get you. And when all are chopped off, I will use my body to wriggle and find you.