Sometimes i think why must i go through so much anger with her.

What i hate about her:
Doesn't enjoy joke or criticism about her.
Always pek chek when talk to her on phone.
Doesn't sees me as a important person in her life.
Always angry easily.
Never learn to forgive and forget the things that people have done wrong.
Never accept easily.
Always want things her way. If not she will be angry.
Can't go out with her to far places alone.

What i like about her:
Soft at times.
Don't like me to spend money anyhow.
Love her touch.
Make me cry, angry, happy. All the feelings.
Taught me a beautiful lesson of what is love.

Well there is more hate than love. But then again. I would still endure the pain i've gone through with her. If she ever thinks that she can change her life around. It would be a X-mas wish. I really love her. But do she really care me when i'm angry or down? All she does was not gonna talk to me when i'm angry. Sometimes i think why? Has god gave me this girl to punish me for whatever sin i have done?

She never understands a guys heart well enough. All she wants is a guy whom can treat her heart so well till to be a spoilt one. I'm not that type. If you want things your way. Explain why you want it that way. If i think its reasonable then i give you the win-win situation. Sometimes i think of her dad. Why her dad treat her so princessly? Her mum is not that type. She spends too much time with her dad. Thats the reason why she been spoilt. Everything give her. I'm not trying to scold or offend your dad. I just think that your dad has make you become like this. Creating so much problems for your ex. Each of my best friends say...

James: She enjoy making people sad is it?
Ying Hao: We must like, think and talk to her with caution. Can't even tell her criticisms.
Jason: She really love you or not?
Cas: How she grow up and go work in the future when she can't stand criticisms.
Christine: Why must she be so easily agitated?

K enough of quotes.
All i have to say is that. Maybe your friends and close one don't see you deeply. They didn't say about you. Is that the reason why you can't mix along with more friends?

Anyway all i have to say is that i do love her. Do i have to go through so much pain just because the way she is? Why can't she change the way she is?

Bby... If you are reading my blog. I just want to say. I'm a guy. My heart is not for you to torture it. My heart is for you to treat it with love and care. Not vent anger by playing around people's feeling. I have no offense about what i post about your dad or anything about you. This is what i feeling for so long. If you love me. Promise me you change the way you are.