Woot is has been a long time that i have not start blogging. So i guess i should start blogging.

Wao it has been so fast... It's going to be Chrismas soon. Well i have no idea what to do for chrismas. All i want for chrismas is my bby ger. I really want her on chrismas. I want bring her out. I really wish i could see her everyday. I really want her to be with me during events day. Somehow i wish really her parents know me. Then we can spend time on Chrismas. Today when i was in the bus with her. I told her that one day i would like to grant my parents dying wish. They wish to see her and wants to see a future daughter-in-law. Thats their dying wish. But all she could say is "Don't want". And she gave me no reasons. But i seriously think that she should come to meet my parents. As i promise that it won't be an interrogation session. Is just eating and also having chit chats and my parents would like to tell her more about me. Then at least she wil start to realize what type of person am i. I treat it as to socialise, not to press on each other. Sigh

I want to know her family one day. As i believe in the relationship, theres no point hiding. As hiding only brings more trouble than greatness to the heart. I really hope one day she has the courage and guts to tell her parents about me. Hope she keep her promise when the O's results are out. If not i guess thats it. It ends that day. I waited long enough. I don't want to carry on being unnoticed for too long.

Anyway i had a great week last week. Is more like a movie week for me. I've watched 30 days of nights, Hitman, Golden Compass and bee movie. So far its been a memorable week. I always love this type of things. Go out having fun. Discover new things.

Life is all about having fun and discover loads of stuffs. Discover what is love, hate, hapiness, joy and other stuffs. I find life must be outgoing. I cant be staying at home just playing games. Is time for me to go out, explore things by myself.

This few days bby ger has been sick. Well i was caring for her when she was sick. But she couldnt care or less for her own health. I dont know why. I asked her to go sleep when shes tired or sleepy. But she persisted and don't want to sleep. I was like =S. tired and don't want to sleep? lol? Sick stil don't rest don't take medi properly don't eat. How to cure? Anyway shes fine now.

I want to find something for her this chrismas and maybe do a chrismas exchange. I was thinking of loads of things. Haha hope she will like it. I was already thinking to buy her a psp on her birthday. But i could not save up enough cash for psp. So i decided to keep it til Xmas. But too bad her dad bought it for her. I was about to start saving up for her but in the end i could not save money for a psp. I also want a psp so bad. But after i see my cash flow. I think the dream of the psp can really be a dream forever not a reality. Im so sad. sigh. I want so many things on chrismas. But too bad no one in my family celebrates chrismas. Not even my relatives. I want a Psp, I want a Bluetooth Walkman Phone Headset, I want a 2gb M2 card, I want new shoes, I want new jeans, I want new sch bag, I want loads of things. But no want wants to give it to me. I guess all this is all up to on my own to save up. Sigh. How i wish that a rich man can just drop $1000 on the floor and i wil gladly pick it up. Sigh no money no honey.
No money no fun
No fun means no nothing.